Daily Archives: October 1st, 2008

I know I was just upset about everything, but I’ve just recived an email from my fantasitic affiliate Vicky that has made my day.

She’s going to buy me a domain!! So, instead of re-doing Coisa, I am going to close if for good and start work on my new domain!!

Thank you so much Vicky!

I’m feeling so down at the moment.

Firstly, school in general get’s me down. I’ve been looking at 6th Form Colleges this evening that I could go to and they all seem like so great compared to where I am now. I really want to leave and go off to college. Yeah, it’ll be more work but I’ll be doing stuff I enjoy, not all the stuff I’m doing now.

Secondly, my friend problems are driving me crazy. I feel like I have no one to talk in detail to it about because I don’t want to feel like I bitching about them, because that would make me as bad as them. I’m sick of having bad friends and I’m sick of the people that I’m friends with. It’s funny because during stuff like this you really learn who your true friends are. And, I’ve learnt that through everything, I have two “real” friends who will stick by me through everything.

I’m starting to think that I don’t want to do this anymore. I dread getting up in the mornings because I know what’s gonna come durning the day. A bunch of subjects I don’t like and a bitchy comment from several of my “friends”. I’m so sick to death of everything. This morning I was almost in tears because I was so desperate not to leave the house. God, I have no idea.